5am

 I'm tired

I barley slept at all

u came home late and u couldn't sleep for a long tune and then woke up after like 2 hours and couldn't go back to sleep again

I'll start getting ready in like 10 minutes but meanwhile having coffee

(._.)

I shouldn't be upset with myself for not being able to be the best version of myself every single moment, but also I really  thought there were versions of me that I'm never going back to and I was surprised to see that happening and not being able to control it in real time.

anyway today is a new day and I'm sure thibgs will get better

I choose to be the version of myself that can trust herself